Don’t know why I decided to spend my birthday mostly by myself. I guess I get depressed this time around more because of the thought that I have accomplished nothing, than anything else. My friends and family are going on with their lives and I feel like I’m stuck - and for many reasons I have.
For today, my 20th, I’ll try to make good on the promises I made to myself. Don’t do it for them, do it for yourself. I want to be better for myself, I don’t want to be better for THEM. I’m a big believer in the idea that you are the center of your own world, and that is why you should do everything in your power to mold yourself into the perfect person you consider yourself to want to be.